hey peoples work hasnt blocked da so im updating.... im changing into a better person i hurt somone very dear to me and i dont expect her to forgive me anytime soon but i think with her taking some time and me givving her space she'll talk to me again least i hope ^o.o^ but yea she definitly knows who im talkin about i still love her to death and can promise that if she gives me a chance it'll be the best chance she ever took lol *thinks to self, she'll never believe that......dumb ass* but i kinda found out who i was today a few days ago 2 of my family members passed away and i believe life is too fragile and short to always be arguing and most definitly hate thats a very harsh word but thats the way i feel is hated but do i blame her absolutly not she has every right but im still presistant...i hope she forgives me and we can hang out sometime this summer....oh yea back on track...ive learned i need to be more abservant of peoples wants and needs and requests....she asked me if i ever considered her feeling before and i said of course.....i look back on that now....did i really? dosnt seem like it thats whats changed about me im James Crail age 20 hard working man and a caring lover if she ever returns to my armss ill treat her like the queen she is not a peasent shes going to do great things in her life and i want to push her forward not hold her back <3 and i love her to death